I Have No Clue...

In the end I have no idea if anything I do is helping or if it's just one giant facade in the face of a giant game of death??? I can hope the world will get better and all I do is good things but for the life of me I am totally compartmentalized so everybody in this town probably has no idea what's going on. And in the end I might be a chaotic tool for darkness instead of light. I really don't know.